We finally added a new member to our family.
And while many may think what is this crazy lady with four small children thinking. Doesn’t she have enough to do?
You know what gets me most about his presence? I mean apart from the potty training and chewing.
Provided all goes well, he’ll be here when they’re in high school. And possibly when they all go to college.
Suddenly, that possibility of them all grown up doesn’t seem so far away.
Sure I’m still just trying to keep all together in this moment. Keep the papers signed. The homework done. And everyone picked up, dropped off, and ready to go as close to on time as we can be.
But, at the same time I have this little guy. Who won’t be so little for long connecting me to the reality of them moving up and on and living lives of their own.
A bit crazy I know. But I never claimed to be sane. And motherhood has done little to nothing to assist me there anyway.